
I’m really scared of getting lost in real life
~ a playlist for those trapped within their walls, unwilling or unable to experience the world and her peoples, who are unsure of whether or not anybody cares.
Artists: Riverside + Intronaut + Leprous + Radiohead
- Music for self-conscious emotional journeys through the dark, for the lost-in-the-world-but-fighting-to-be-found
- Music for the apocalypse – of the world, or just your own psyche…
- I’m really scared of getting lost in real life / So please stop asking me for more / Let me get this straight / Let me get this right / I need a place to be alone
So please stop asking me for more
Let me get this straight
Let me get this right
I need a place to be alone
Until the stars go dark
Handed down from the past
The clearest path
No questions asked
In the name of rhetoric
Prophecies are fulfilled
There’s much more to see
Without your own two eyes
And the woman who knew what was next
He speaks to the world, as he pays for his sins with a golden doubloon
Dragging my anvil of pain
Betrayed, abandoned, rejected by life
My torment has branded its stain
When I’m gone
Where I made
My surrender
From the flame
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so fuckin’ special
You will be first against the wall
With your opinion
Which is of no consequence at all
~ Vibe
Haunting lyrics and cynical worldviews / Insightful messages from the HyperReal – for chooming the day away to, for just letting go to
~ Aesthetic ~
Derealization and dissociation, loss and psychosis, the beauty of pain, the glorious pangs of mortality in a strange, unpredictable and unholy world. / Unconventional instruments and melodies, hard-hitting lyrics serenading you over becalmed piano keys

Moods ~
~ images and words from my journal of memes to pair with the playlist:


































“Your body is the harp of your soul. And it is yours to bring forth sweet music from it or confused sounds.”
~ Kahlil Gibran